Super friendly, ultra shy, timid extrovert, Solitude lover, low self-esteem scholar. Those words were a perfect way to describe me few years ago. Trust me, i was not boring to be with because i loved making people happy, sometimes at my own expense….. it was an obsession. I had a very big dream of inspiring lives, making a difference, motivating action, sharing my ideas, building hopes and leading folks. BUT…….. I was barricaded by someone dear to me, someone i trusted the most, someone i loved to be with, someone i gave my whole heart to… Just to let you know, that person is ME!! He couldn't let me out. He reminded me that i can't afford such risk of speaking up. Hey buddy, he would whisper, "they will laugh you to scorn if you speak up". "You know you aren't bright enough-you need to get more education". "Bro, you ain't macho enough- there are many villains out there, you are gonna get hurt". Stay cool, be Average and you will be safe. I listened to those words and believed them because it came from a confidant. slowly, those words began to build muscles in my life and for years hunted, enslaved, cowered, and left me answering yes sir!! How did a master become a slave?. I realized its subtility and soon began to loosen up his grip. He was really tough. I just had to be tougher to get through. I fought my self just like Jacob fought God. i wrestled all night in the craziest fight ever and i won. I picked up a hammer and began to demolish me until i was left in the dust. The old me was gone. the war is over but the journey is still far. Like a craftsman, i began recreating a new me according to the purpose of God. I remembered reading 2 timothy 1:7 where the Lord assured me that I don't have the spirit of TIMIDITY but boldness and a sound mind. That was my first and major breakthrough. Timidity is a spirit that masquerades itself as shyness. Its duty is to keep you from living your dream, becoming you and fulfilling your calling. Think of those ideas of yours that you haven't shared, think of those lives you have not touched, think of those words you haven't spoken. What is your excuse? Am shy… in other words, am TIMID. You must fight it out today… What would have happened to South Africa if Mandela refused to speak up? What would have happened to the blacks in US if Dr. King decided to go mute? What would happen to someone out there if you decide to remain shy and silent? Who knows….. A stitch in time saves nine. Fight your fear. by Ukairo Emmanuel