I have alot to share but I choose not to speak through my tears. Am so sad and my voice can only be understood by my past. Here is a tale that I wish was not my story. I still have to tell, though I have no glory. I love being alone, I stay on my own and all these I do in my little home. Still very lone, I met a Queen though am not a king, I made her a throne. Everyday now felt like a new day. Each day was my holiday. I thought she would stay forever. But that day I never saw her ever. I am downtrodden, my soul hurts. Am filled with grief and very broken. I am a star and I choose not to shine in darkness. I am friendly yet the world seems to be my enemy. I still want to love, hold and trust. Not because am weak but because I want to remain strong. I rarely love but when I do, I give it my all. Well I have loved and lost my all to this love. I was told I can still find the love of my life, please don't tell me I was told a lie. Though she is far away from my sight but she's very close to my heart. Am not asking for much, I just want her back. (This is some of us that have achieved success and have lost it. Well don't give up now, you'll still find your true love.) By Johnson Crystal. #AsIBeganToDiscoverMyself